not much to report, the only consistency i’ve had was…

the standing meditation. I did 1 hour a day every single day. I’ve done up to 8 days no fap this month, but now im back on day 3. I gotta let go of this habit once and for all, let 2019 be the last year i indulged in this habit.

life is moving forward, i can just feel it that shit move forward. ill never quit.

Stagnation Report 11/19

11/26/19
708am
Inner Game of Tennis, i think ive read it 3 times.
Published another youtube vid, paper.io 4 HOW TO WIN.
got another raw footage ready for next vid.

11/20/19
947pm
ok its clear to me now, ZZ 24/7, i gotta go hardcore with this hsit, ima be the next bruce lee lol fuck it yo

11/15/19
1021am
ZHAN ZHUANG

11/9/19
857am
“Relaxed but not loose, tense but not stiff” -Wang Xiangzhai