Tough month mentally, trying to just pretend im in Antarctica or something.

distraction distractions distracitonss

Stagnation Log 5/18
5/30
347am
worked yesterday and tonight for several hours, i think 5 hours in total. I’m finally breaking through even though my sleep is takin a hit lol

5/28
427am
worked a bit on app

5/16
437am
damn only gonna get like 2 hours of sleep
BUTTTT 1 hour of work done. had to keep it up.

5/15
130am
worked for around 1h on music app, muscles sore so did mostly aerobics.

5/14
139am
worked out today, did 30 minutes app work. Its a start. trying something more active, really gonna try to FOCUS 24/7. nonstop focus on what im doing, maintain a balance between relaxation and hypeness, something i like to call Calm Intensity. I’m going by feel.

5/9
317am
it may be 3 hours before wake up for work, but i got 2 hours of work done on the app tonight. took some time to refresh my memory but im back in business.